Everything was new, new people, new location, a new fresh start (no old friends over there or people I would know from high school) and new teachers. Been pretty busy, I have homework already so I kinda feel lil stress out cause I have 6 courses; all in one week! And most of my assignments are in the computer.... ( but i'm having problems login)

anyway, its been alright. I'm slowly making new friends.. but I still consider myself to be alone most of the time. Oh did I tell you guys how much I hate spending a lot of monies($) for textbooks, art kits and other supplies? I must of spend around 400 dollars or something... and I may get a mac for photoshop cs4- cause this old pc can't handle it. And i need to buy myself a digital camera for the visual foundation course...

Being a first generation in canada... and knowing your the first family member to set on foot in college is pretty big deal i think. All of my children's children will better know me!

I still feel like crap a bit (from today) so I'm gunna pose a poem from my friend diamond cause this is what I feel and shes fucking awesome!


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Nice To Know That You Cared
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This time I bowed my head, waved the white flag because there’s too much I have bled. There’s no place left to run, at least you’ve got your gun. Check the lock, let it load, pull the trigger, bullet to your head. Now we’re both fucken dead, at least we’re both dead.

I’ve simply planned up a perfect suicide, you don’t have to if you don’t want to help. You can pray all you want, I’m not a little bit homesick. Just wait until the drugs kick in, and my plan can finally begin. And all I can say, is I’m going my own way. You can pray all you want, I’m not a little bit homesick.

You can stand and watch me bleed, because even if you can still not believe it, I’m choking up all my sorrows. And I’ve already given you the best of me, so there’s nothing left for you to cry over.

You can forget my name, you can forget my face, and my smile forever. I’m so surprised you ever dared. So just forget me completely, and pretend I never cared. I’ve already given you the best of me, so there’s nothing left for you to cry over.

Link to her website (check it out!)----> [link]