Ready to start my Secret Santa artworks for the 5 peoples.
Ready to enjoy the last days being 18!
Ready to shop mad for games for the wii.
Ready to play SSBB on wi-fi
Ready to have a relationship with my DJ!(omg I love him so much - never knew I was ever going to have a BF! YAH, Im SOOO not a Lesbian BITCHES!)

Just hope everyone is having a great week and getting ready for the holiday! And thank you guys for watching me and slowly gettin to talk to know me a bit more... I know I barley talk to you guys.... but I'm trying to speak up more now. Oi, this year has been crazy.


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If by any chance the list of 5 gets filled and there is people who still interested, I will do another 5 for the new years, Compreday?

Working on it now!

1~ ~Crimson-Demise

2~ ~Kinopia

3~ =Sorelliena

4~ ~Akira-8

5~ ~Lera-star

Why is that when its near to Christmas I have to go through to so much stress and hurt. My dad had been treating me like a maid, always being yelled at for everything.

I already lost (a so call friend) because really this whole time I wasn't being treated as a friend, more like tool to enjoy himself. I really hate msn, I block him but somehow he is able to come back and make things worse. I already know I've been replace and I know up till now he always thinks I am jealous? (Of what?) But really I just tired of being around with a guy who only wants me to strip done my cloths for him for sex.(Yeah I did, and fucking regret it, such a idiot I am)

2-3 years of supporting him as a close friend, giving him so much kindness and care... were all for nothing! Just hurts too much to be around him anymore. Fuck my life.

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~ Okay, so I am almost finish college, just 1 more week! Then I will get started with the free commision. ;] I really like some of the Oc! There is maybe one or 2 that is kind of a challenge but its all good... just don't hate on my mistakes if it looks bad >.<

Though the list is full, if someone out there still wants me to draw something just e-mail me or message me from here, I'll work out something.

Hope everyone is having a fun week SHOPPING, and hopefully people are seeing the frog princess because really, I know its great!


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So the first 5 who comments me first will of course be the first ones. And I'm doing this for free! If I don't receive any responds... [going to cry] I will pick my watchers by random and that will be your secret Santa gift, all right?

If by any chance the list of 5 gets filled and there is people who still interested, I will do another 5 for the new years, Compreday?

1~ ~Crimson-Demise

2~ ~Kinopia

3~ =Sorelliena

4~ ~Akira-8

5~ ~Lera-star

Everything was new, new people, new location, a new fresh start (no old friends over there or people I would know from high school) and new teachers. Been pretty busy, I have homework already so I kinda feel lil stress out cause I have 6 courses; all in one week! And most of my assignments are in the computer.... ( but i'm having problems login)

anyway, its been alright. I'm slowly making new friends.. but I still consider myself to be alone most of the time. Oh did I tell you guys how much I hate spending a lot of monies($) for textbooks, art kits and other supplies? I must of spend around 400 dollars or something... and I may get a mac for photoshop cs4- cause this old pc can't handle it. And i need to buy myself a digital camera for the visual foundation course...

Being a first generation in canada... and knowing your the first family member to set on foot in college is pretty big deal i think. All of my children's children will better know me!

I still feel like crap a bit (from today) so I'm gunna pose a poem from my friend diamond cause this is what I feel and shes fucking awesome!


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Nice To Know That You Cared
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This time I bowed my head, waved the white flag because there’s too much I have bled. There’s no place left to run, at least you’ve got your gun. Check the lock, let it load, pull the trigger, bullet to your head. Now we’re both fucken dead, at least we’re both dead.

I’ve simply planned up a perfect suicide, you don’t have to if you don’t want to help. You can pray all you want, I’m not a little bit homesick. Just wait until the drugs kick in, and my plan can finally begin. And all I can say, is I’m going my own way. You can pray all you want, I’m not a little bit homesick.

You can stand and watch me bleed, because even if you can still not believe it, I’m choking up all my sorrows. And I’ve already given you the best of me, so there’s nothing left for you to cry over.

You can forget my name, you can forget my face, and my smile forever. I’m so surprised you ever dared. So just forget me completely, and pretend I never cared. I’ve already given you the best of me, so there’s nothing left for you to cry over.

Link to her website (check it out!)----> [link]